Dear You pt.2

Dear You, 

I can't wait for you to come back. I'm not expecting anything to be like it was, but I really, really miss you. 

Dear You,

I have no idea if I'll ever talk to you again and quite frankly I'll be fine if I never hear your name or see your face. I'm so scared for your future and the decision that you recently made. I sincerely hope everything goes well for you, but hopefully what you're doing now will prevent you from calling me ever again.

Dear You,

Not much has changed for me. But I don't want to tell you what I'm thinking anymore because either way I don't want to hear your response. I'm a excellent pretender, and I'm quite good at putting on a brave face. 

Dear You,

I'm sorry for what I did. I have no idea how you felt about what happened, or if you even care. But in retrospect it seems selfish and inconsiderate. I'm glad it hasn't gotten in the way of our friendship. 

 

Dear You, 

I really have no idea what I would do without you. How you make something make incredible sense by being completely illogical and ridiculous is amazing and definitely something that I love about you. Everyone needs a methodical psychopath as a friend. I love you mucho.

Dear You, 

Some have called you my "Jacob" and I figured they were crazy and thought nothing of it. They're right.

Dear You,

You're back and acting odd. I'm quite curious as to what you're thinking and what will come of it. For now I'll just go with the flow I guess...

Dear You, 

I miss you.